Thursday, November 3, 2011

What's on my mind.....

Ever feel just weighted down? 
i certainly do. 
Life is good and i am incredibly blessed but i can't seem to shake the feelings of everything weighing me down. There are no big tragedies in my life and i'm even feeling like I finally have a semblance of a plan for the next while. So why do i feel so frustrated everyday? 

Last night i attended Generation Church with a group of friends and as soon as the first song started i began to cry. i don't particularly like crying especially in public but there was no stopping these tears. 
Maybe that's what i need. 
from my lovely friend Mikaela

i keep thinking i'm connecting to God but really i haven't done a whole lot to hold up my end of the deal. This continuous frustration may come from a deeper need to seek God more than just the little things i've been attributing it to. i'm excited to get together with my small group from church tonight and delve more into what His Word has to say. 
Maybe I can climb out of this emotional rut and get rolling again because i want to be happy about all the wonderful things that are happening in my life right now. 
Well now that I have dumped out all of my feelings and woes. I should keep working away at that stack of homework that needs to be done. 

2 comments:

chandler christine said...

oh linds i love you! and God does too ;) thanks for being so honest.
praying for you!!

hope katheryn. said...

Lamentations 3:22-25 my friend! the steadfast love of the Lord NEVER ceases...his mercies are new every morning...the Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul who seeks to find Him!

we all totally get caught up in the busy schedule of life and forget or lack to make time for the Lord. it's silly but it happens... just know that as much as you desire to know Him, He desires to know YOU! because you are his beautiful creation in which he finds joy.

hope things start turning and around and feeling better as you are able to set apart time to come to him and to learn more about him.

LOVE YOU!!!!!